Crazy things going down

So a lot has happened this week. First I watched my husband fall apart, which he had always been so careful to not do in front of me. It was really hard to watch. He moved far far away to New York City, so in all likelihood I will never see him again. It has its perks, because even though I've forgiven him for what he did to me, I haven't forgotten, and it still makes me sad. Onto the two big news items: I'm engaged to the bf (from here forward the fiance). He asked me Tuesday night and it was very sweet and I'm very happy that he loves me so much. Other big news: we're moving in just over a month. To Grand Island, Nebraska. I didn't even know there was such place as Grand Island, Nebraska till a few days ago, but that's where we're headed. Over 1,400 miles away. The fiance has family there that he's been wanting to get to know better, and the unemployment rate there is ridiculously low, and the cost of living is really low too. I'm nervous about it, but I think everything will be alright. I'll miss my family a ton, and I'll miss my friends and my therapist a lot too, but I think it will be okay. And this will have to end here because I've seriously got to pee.

I'm so sad

Profoundly sad.